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Confessions of a film addict

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Hi, I’m Eloi. I’m a film addict.

Yeah, that pretty much says it all. I love watching films, devouring films, collecting films, teaching films, and talking about films. I watch all kinds of films, except horror - I am such a coward. I am a sucker for romantic comedies but am forced to watch action movies by my partner. But sadly, there are forgettable films, films that I do not even want to talk about. Moving on.

I have defining film moments in my life. These are unforgettable film moments –films, actors, experiences, memories, and scenes that have made lasting impressions in my life. One of the earliest memories I have is watching The Sound of Music in a cinema house in Kamuning with my Tita. Growing up, my sisters and I were banned from watching Tagalog movies because my father thought Tagalog movies were crap, korny, and baduy. It was Nora Aunor in this riveting scene in Tinik Sa Dibdib directed by Leroy Salvador that made me exclaim, “Wow ang galing pala ni Nora! (Wow, Nora is great!).”  It also made me realize my father was wrong.  I remember vividly - I was walking across our sala and my mother was watching the television, as I passed by I caught a glimpse of this scene. I was stuck. I sat down beside my mother (a Vilmanian) and watched the entire movie with her. I was, and still is, in awe of this woman on screen, Nora Aunor - the Superstar, Ate Guy. That’s my first Tagalog movie moment.

Throughout my college years in UP Diliman, as an Art Studies major in the late 1980s, I frequented the UP Film Center. I remember watching Scorpio Nights by Peque Gallaga and the Film Center was searing hot – no air-condition (just huge fans), jampacked SRO crowd, coupled with the intensity of the sex scenes in the film plus the raging hormones of the students in the audience all contributed to one unforgettable movie moment for me.

Watching Lino Brocka’s Orapronobis was an entirely different experience for me. Banned by the administration of then President Corazon Aquino, I watched the film inside a small classroom, Palma Hall 217, together with about five other classmates. My professor then, Dr. Alice Guillermo, one of the country’s preeminent art critics, made sure we got to watch the film even if it was illegal and underground. Until this very day, the rape-murder scene plays vividly in my mind’s silver screen. It was not just an unforgettable movie moment, but a film that transformed me.

I have had many film moments in my life, but I would like to end with this one, for now. Years ago, before asking my partner for a first date, I asked her first if she loves films. Thank God she said yes. I could not imagine living the rest of my life with someone who does not share the same passion and addiction for films as I do.



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Noel Sison II 13 March 10, 01:49 PM
Almost no mention of foreign films ah. Pareho po tayong first movie na Sound of Music. Getting to watch all those films is so addict. But watching even a movie banned by the president? wow, that's more than addict!rockon:D
eloi 14 March 10, 03:16 PM
Thanks Noel. nahuli nga ako dati dahil may pinalabas akong banned film nung college. but that deserves another blog. :)
Densio 13 March 10, 06:58 PM
Ma'am Eloi! Panoorin niyo ang Red Shoes showing ngayon! :) Sana ay magustuhan ninyo... at oo tumatangkilik na rin ako ng pelikulang Pilipino!
eloi 14 March 10, 03:16 PM
I will, soon. Thanks Densio. :)
Kym 13 March 10, 09:22 PM
:) haha ma'am dati ganun din po ako. ayaw kong manood kaso nung tumagal at nagclick na yung mga Filipino films, I tried watching it. fun naman po. mas gusto ko po yung mga comedy. :)
eloi 14 March 10, 03:18 PM
hindi naman sa ayaw, pinagbawal lang sa amin nung bata kami. pero matigas ang ulo ko e :D Good job, Kym, for trying out Filipino films. :)
Ricky 14 March 10, 12:54 PM
I still have a VCD of Scorpio Nights at home and Anna Marie Guitterez was a fantasy for a long time. Pen Medina even at that time showed his mettle. Orestes Ojeda showed such depth even with his stoic character.
eloi 14 March 10, 03:19 PM
Hi Ricky, Thanks for your insights. I'll write a longer piece on Peque's Scorpio Nights. :)
Cayoi 14 March 10, 02:21 PM
Mam Eloi, curious ako sa Orapronobis. Sound of Music was the first movie I watched sa DVD, yep... dvd. Nang magkaroon at nauso ang dvd player, yung ang unang rent ko sa ACA Video pa that time. Fave ko kasi si Maria at Capt. Von Trapp. :) may mga tagalog movies pa din na nag-stand out. yun nga lang compare today... mas okei yun kapanahunan nila Hilda Coronel, Vilma Santos, Amy Austria no name a few. Rgds po.
eloi 14 March 10, 03:23 PM
A lot of people are curious about Orapronobis, I'll inform you when it's showing at the UP Film Institute.
I still watch the Sound of Music when it's on cable. good memories. :)
Lester 14 March 10, 04:26 PM
Wow! Ano po meron sa Orapronobis at na ban siya? Made me curious. Hahaha. You're a film addict pala ma'am. HAHAHA!
eloi 18 March 10, 03:20 PM
hi lester, Orapronobis shows the atrocities of the paramilitary cults during the Aquino administration.
Fiona 14 March 10, 06:27 PM
Ma'am E, I don't really know if I love watching films.. maybe because I never got the chance to. There have been a lot of films in the UP Film Institute that I wanted to watch, but because of training.. Well, I always can't. Hehe. Sana may free day naman kami so I could watch na. I'm kind of a fan kasi of Indie Films hehe :)
eloi 18 March 10, 03:21 PM
Hi Fiona, a lot of interesting films at the UPFI. takas ka training minsan. :D
joseph 14 March 10, 07:40 PM
BROCKA!

what about works by khavn? :D
eloi 18 March 10, 03:22 PM
hopefully soon. :)
Nath Rondina 14 March 10, 09:29 PM
Hi, Ma'am Eloi. Loved this. By the way, do you know that old Pinoy films have started re-surfacing via the pirate route? A friend of mine recently showed me a copy of 'Merika and the original Miss X.
eloi 18 March 10, 03:26 PM
Thank you, Nath. Good to hear from you. I've seen some in Q every now and then. and I heard a lot of old Pinoy films are also on torrents. magagalit ang Optical Media Board sa topic natin hahahaha baka makulong ulit ako :D
Chantal 15 March 10, 02:53 PM
FILM IS LOVE!

We should watch ALL kinds of films, whether it's foreign or local, good or bad. It exposes us to different realities and (it better) make us think.

And I agree that Orapronobis is a great film. :)

eloi 18 March 10, 03:28 PM
Film is, indeed, LOVE. good suggestion, I pretty much watch all kinds of films except horror (except when I really really have to). :D
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